Body is just a shelter for the soul. Functional matter. Nothing to be obsessed with something else, says the body. For example, be extremely obsessed with memories. If you have time, write down every single thing.
The feeling is gone already. But you still whisper a wish for his happines every single day. That's not love anymore, that's what comes every laugh, fight, tear, intimacy, routine you've been through together. Three years is not a short period. Three years of sharing dreams and fears and secrets. It's very disturbing fact that time is a mere illusion, time doesn't have a clear shape but wraps every moment and feeling in this giant bundle of abstraction. What's left behind of those three long years are only memories, emails, and tagged photos. Shapes that are hard to touch. What's fair anymore?. A wise man said only a very sharp mind is able to do a perfect reminiscing on memories. We only remember moments in our own way to preserve those moments, we only see what we want to see, we only remember what we want to remember, not exactly how they happened. And before you realize it, the present time already swallows all those moments and feelings and faces into a cloudy space where everything is meant to be forgotten. --------------------------------------------------------- Find a book that fits your heart's situation and condition, as if someone else found your feelings.
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